Lost

I'm still thinking. So last night I came to the conclusion that I feel Lost. I'm having problems focusing on what I want. Recap: Last year I did a very good job of keeping myself busy. I knew what I wanted and I knew exactly how to get it. This year, not so much. I know I have a few things that I want to accomplish, and of course i have The List but I just don't have any idea as to what it is that I truly want to get out of my time this year. I'm so confused. I need help. I think I will gather the troops and formulate a plan.

For now the plan is to clean the apartment and bring it up to tip top shape. Lst night I built the filing cabinet that I bought, now all i need to do is actually use it. It seems like there aren't enough hours in the day to do things. I think cleaning will help keep my mind off things for now.

I'm going to yoga today. For the first time since like Thanksgiving. I'm starting from scratch again trying to build a practice. I'm looking forward to some quiet time and being active again.