Reflections on Life

I thought somehow that as we got older, life was supposed to get easier. I guess someone tricked me really well into thinking that everything was going to be ok when I grew up. I've been drained, and beaten to a pulp. I can't enjoy law & order and not even the feel good song of the moment is working. What bothers me more is that I feel as though I always have to work 10 times harder than everyone else to make due. Not only that, but even after working so hard I feel like i'm not up to par. Good news is that such and so's last day of work was today so I don't have to worry about her coming into the office and asking for silly things anymore. From now on I have to focus on making my mark to make sure that I succeed where I am.

More good news for me, tomorrow is friday and I get to wear jeans to work and think about saturday and having time to sleep in. Maybe I'll feel better after I get some rest.