Work...Stress....Alcohol

It was end of month today at work which means I had a ton of deadlines. I was so stressed today. The fact is, I'm the only person in my role. I'm the only one that can get things done and moving. In some ways I like it, it makes me feel important and gives me a sense of accomplishment, but I would rather not have the stress. I was sooooo tense. So tense in fact that at around 3 o'clock I thought it nice to have some Margaritas. I got myself to the kitchen. Pulled the secret tequila stash out, the margarita mix, ice and plugged in the blender. I made enough so I could share which a few people appreciated. Anyway, that made my day bearable.

This weekend I will not be going to see the Pickles as I thought. The weather is going to be crappy and there is not really anything else going on that I'm interested in taking part in. I guess this can be my time to figure stuff out. Tomorrow we get half day at work. I plan to leave on time and not bring work home.