MultiTasking

The concept is way overrated. Multitasking is more of a distraction than it is a skill. We are made to think that being able to do more than one thing at a time is actually good, when it fact you are just making room for mistakes. I think I got used to "multitasking" and making that a good thing, to the point where now I find it strange to concentrate. What is the world coming too?

Today was actually a slightly better day for me then the past 2 have been. I had very few emergencies to content with and could answer questions semi-uninterrupted with the exception of new girl. The temp is as usual getting on my nerve. She actually thinks that when I ask her to do something it's optional. Only 2 more days left of her and then we are set.

Snap Out of IT

I figured I would take a moment this morning and gather my thoughts. For some reason I am not comfortable in my own skin today. It's not just that I feel out of wack it's much more than that. It's that I feel my brain having some sort of spasm causing me to think too much. So much for having this week go well. But why am I being pesimistic? Is it all the resting that I did that has me this way?

First things first today, maybe I should go to the ladies room and fix myself up a bit. Then I'll come by and attack my work accordingly. Somehow I get the feeling that what I do doesn't really matter in the grand plan of the world, but it has to be done nonetheless. Ugh, I need to get my happy giggly self back pronto. I don't like the whole brooding thing. I'm going to tell myself to Snap out of it!

Now What?

Thanksgiving is not completely over until all the left overs are gone or I get totally sick of eating the same thing over and over again everyday. Yesterday I spent the entire day going from my couch to the chair to the couch again watching a marathon of What not to Wear on TLC. I didn't feel bad for not getting up and mobilizing on anything. I think it was a good day for me to relax and contemplate about my life.

Although I won't go into details I realize that maybe I give too much of myself and maybe I shouldn't do that anymore. I am really trying to focus on me and trying to be a better person. This is usually the time of year where I set and think about stuff like this so I'm not surprised at all. I also started to look at the status of my List and putting together the one for next year. In any case now that we are entering December I may or may not get gloomy, depends on the situation. For now I'm going to try to actually leave my apartment today and hit a starbucks or just walk around a bit. I looks sunny enough so I feel like I should at least pretend to want to be outside.

Almost Over

You would think the 2 and a half days before Thanksgiving would be the craziest at work. Maybe it's because I know I don't have a whole week to get things done, but the thing is that I get at least 30 e-mail requests a day that I need to deal with. And with every e-mail I get I need to take steps to resolve the issue. Tomorrow I have a half day, and I'm not sure if I'm just generally irritated or just plain tired but I just don't feel like hearing people whine. Oh well, another half day and then i'm off for the weekend. Since I'm not going anywhere I think I will catch a few of the local activities and people watch. Hope everyone has a happy holiday. I'm sure I'll post again soon.

The Day After

My birthday weekend is over but there is still more celebration to be had. I had a ton of fun. The celebrations were full on for the entire weekend, nothing big like last year though and I actually wanted it that way. Today I spent most of the day going over some things in my head. Mainly stuff that makes me feel awful about the world and people in general.

For the most part I don't like people that don't know how to have fun and just cut loose. Not in any particular way but cracking a joke once in a while won't kill you. I say just for once try not to be uptight and just be happy that you are talking to people that may or may not be strangers. Otherwise if you really don't want to talk to people just stay home and eat your ice cream by yourself.

On another part I don't appreciate those that pass judgement on me and my life, and I certainly don't appreciate being told that my life is not real life but yours is. Let's talk about hurtful. Just because you have a certain lifestyle doesn't make it good or right. In fact I think my life is actually more fulfilling because I'm actually living life the way I want to and not just living the life that I think other people would approve of.

Birthday shield was not powerful enough to filter that out. Makes me sad to see whats happening. I guess I just have to accept the fact that things can't stay the same. I'm looking forward to Thanksgiving. I will also have a future blog disecting the topic of Bullshit Stories: I will accept them no more but that's yet to come.

The Final Countdown

It's Birthday week and it's full steam ahead with all the preparations. Vudolicious has a surprise planned for me and I have more than a few tricks up my own sleeve. Although I'm very excited, every time it gets this close to my birthday I have a slight panic attack but i'm trying not to let it get to me. I just have to focus on the fun part and not the getting old part.

Today my mission is to vote for the football player guy on Dancing with the Stars. As you may or may not know, I get deeply involved with this show. I think we should all vote for the football player guy. He makes me smile. Othe than that still very busy at work, very busy at the master plan. I need a rest now though. Today I'm not doing much of anything. My brain might explode or something if I try to squeeze any more information in or out of it.

Sweet

After a long and grueling 2 years, Britney has finally decided to divorce Kevin. After the announcement of Whitney and Bobby's divorce this is just another bit of good news for the world. Next let's hope she admits to having no talent and begins a crusade to remove other talentless blondes like Ashlee Simpson from the public eye.

In better news today, I found a nickel on the street! I actually bent over an picked it up. You don't find cash in the streets like you used to any more. I'll settle for the nickel.

Ode to New York City

I'm back from my trip to DC, and although I like to visit other cities DC just freaks me out. Mainly because there are no people around and also because wherever we went we turned heads. No really, everyone would actually stop and look at us. PossiblyJ thinks that maybe we look "too New York" for those people. I just think that they are stuck up. Us New York Snobs are actually nice to some people and we give turists direction. On the other hand, the DC people just think they are better than everyone which is not good. They wouldn't even stop to give us directions. Mental note to self: always be rude and snobby to turists from DC.

Other than that the trip was good. We accomplished what we set out to do and got back unharmed. Although we did travel on the bus with a man that just has to be a Serial Killer, the ride was pretty much uneventful. Now I'm sittin here trying to figure out how to actually make the day have more hours. I really don't know how people do everything they have to do. Maybe I over extend myself but why should I be limited to one or two things. I like variety and I like to mix it up. Oh well, I have to go wash my hair now. In an attempt to keep my hair in place I unloaded what seems to be all the hairspray in the world on to my head. Now my hair can actually stay as it was even though i took out all the ties and the pins. I don't know what go into me, I never use hairspray.

Birthday Month

Alright so I haven't updated my blog in like 3 weeks but I don't even know if anyone reads it anymore. For those of you that do I'm doing well and it's Birthday Month! Only good things can happen and celebration is a must. The only thing I wish is for more time. I think every day seems to go by way to quickly.

I'm still executing the Master Plan, all is well on that end and i'm pretty sure I'm going to succeed. Work is work, and well I'm not to worried about it. I have a few more months to put there and then I'll move on to other things I'm sure. I've identified a new character which has been officially named SourPuss because he is so damn gloomy all the time. He should be the poster child for Prozac. Today he told me that he started a blog. I'm afraid to know that the content will be. I'm sure it will probably involve stuff on how much he hates people in general and how maybe the world should implode. Needless to say that he is the only one in the office that really sticks out. For an office where coolness and jokes are a must he has neither. You can smell the bad attitude on this guy from a block away.

But enough about other people, I'm going to the Nation's Capitol this weekend. I'm kicking off birthday month with a quick getaway out of the city and some nice pampering. PossiblyJ actually agreed to this in advance! In advance I tell ya! Can you believe it. Well, maybe my luck will continue and I will see Bush while I'm out there, he will realize that he sucks as President, hand the oval office to me where my first action will be to paint the White House Pink. One can only dream. Anyway I guess I better get to other stuff now. I need to make sure I distribute my efforts evenly on some of my tasks. Maybe I will post again tomorrow.