Now What?

Thanksgiving is not completely over until all the left overs are gone or I get totally sick of eating the same thing over and over again everyday. Yesterday I spent the entire day going from my couch to the chair to the couch again watching a marathon of What not to Wear on TLC. I didn't feel bad for not getting up and mobilizing on anything. I think it was a good day for me to relax and contemplate about my life.

Although I won't go into details I realize that maybe I give too much of myself and maybe I shouldn't do that anymore. I am really trying to focus on me and trying to be a better person. This is usually the time of year where I set and think about stuff like this so I'm not surprised at all. I also started to look at the status of my List and putting together the one for next year. In any case now that we are entering December I may or may not get gloomy, depends on the situation. For now I'm going to try to actually leave my apartment today and hit a starbucks or just walk around a bit. I looks sunny enough so I feel like I should at least pretend to want to be outside.