You Call That Fast Pace?

Major updates in the land of Floatinghead. I'm afraid I'm not going to talk about Britney, or Baby Suri, since I don't really know what's going on in the entertainment world. I can, however, talk about myself.

The recent lack of blog posts has developed due to the recent surge in activities in my life. First was the depression. Yeah, I'm still suffering from it a little bit, but it has gotten much better. I guess I just need some time with good old me to quiet things down and figure out where I'm headed next. On that note, I have started Graduate School! I'm excited, and eager but the work load is heavy and I need to make sure I stay on top of the game since the program is very demanding. As we speak I just managed to finish one of my homeworks at 11:00pm on a Saturday. I'm also taking swimming lessons which is also a task since it appears I am just not getting over my fear of water that easily.

But on with the show. I haven't really been out there recently. For the most part I've just been home collecting my thoughts. I did manage to squeeze in that awesome day trip to Philly, whose reward was an awesome mug with what I can only describe as some 3D imagery of the Liberty Bell amogst other landmarks. This evening I had a pleasant dinner with The Super Late. We were supposed to go to a movie too but we just couldn't agree. I wanted to see all things creepy and she wanted to see all things funny. We thought we decided on the Justin Timberlake movie but in the end we were not enthusiastic and decided to pass. C'est La Vie!

I think I will get some rest now. Tomorrow I'm planning for more readings on all the Psychology and maybe doing my laundry too. Wish me luck on the laundry part, that's the first thing I would be willing to forego.

What Now?

Long time no post from me. I've been busy. For the most part I've been trapped in my head thinking about things that I shouldn't be thinking. Everyone talks about the quarter life crisis, or the mid life crisis, but no one really refers to the perpertual life sucks crisis. Some people choose to call it "a hard time" or "the down before you can get up", I just call it the "life really sucks and I'm actually paying attention to it this time". Anyway, all hope is not lost. I understand where my frustrations come from and I just need to deal with them as they come. Tomorrow I'm off to Philadelphia with Delirium which should give me some much needed get away from everything time.

Off to another topic, I have 11 things on my List for this year. There is room for 1 more item because I always allow myself up to but no more than 12. I started working on 2 of them simultaneously, one of which is actually learning how to swim properly this time. I had my first lesson today. It was pretty good, I used my "skills " from the previous lesson and am trying really hard to just take it all in, yes that means the pool water too. Each time I know I will improve more and now I'm determined to learn how to swim. I shall keep everyone updated as to the progress that I'm making.

Because I Feel Like it

I feel like posting something. From work. Mainly because I feel like crap again. I just don't know why thing are right. It's one of those cases where not feeling great about one area in your life leads you to see all the other little annoyances that you don't see because you are somewhat optimistic. Maybe living in New York all my life has finally made irreparable damage, or maybe life just plain old sucks.

On a different note, I have 11 items on my list none of which I feel like doing at this point. It has to do with all the negative energy and such. Don't get me wrong I wasn't this way during the holiday. It was a little at Christmas and then I was fine for New Year's and now I'm just frustrated, ready to pull my hair out and do some real damage to anyone that come within 6 feet of me. I don't normally consider myself an advocate of physical violence but I feel the situation warrants it. Maybe tomorrow I will feel better.