What Now?

Long time no post from me. I've been busy. For the most part I've been trapped in my head thinking about things that I shouldn't be thinking. Everyone talks about the quarter life crisis, or the mid life crisis, but no one really refers to the perpertual life sucks crisis. Some people choose to call it "a hard time" or "the down before you can get up", I just call it the "life really sucks and I'm actually paying attention to it this time". Anyway, all hope is not lost. I understand where my frustrations come from and I just need to deal with them as they come. Tomorrow I'm off to Philadelphia with Delirium which should give me some much needed get away from everything time.

Off to another topic, I have 11 things on my List for this year. There is room for 1 more item because I always allow myself up to but no more than 12. I started working on 2 of them simultaneously, one of which is actually learning how to swim properly this time. I had my first lesson today. It was pretty good, I used my "skills " from the previous lesson and am trying really hard to just take it all in, yes that means the pool water too. Each time I know I will improve more and now I'm determined to learn how to swim. I shall keep everyone updated as to the progress that I'm making.