Monday Morning Blah

It seems to me that the world is just set out to annoy me today. I think it is just their duty, the woke up today and said if I run into so and so I will do my best to annoy her. My family just woke up and said, I am going to go out of my way to annoy so and so.

I know it's not the world, it's just my mood. I've fallen into the depth of my depression which hasn't happened in at least 2 years. I can't bring myself to discuss it anymore, I just need to get over it. I'm glad I have good friends that try their darnedest to help, but I need to help myself. On top of being depressed, I get mad at myself for letting me fall into this again. I have to formulate yet a new master plan to get over this.

This weekend was a mix of tears, bad mood, and me trying to seem like i'm not in a bad mood (which only takes me so far). Friday I met up with Delirum and the Suparep for drinks and talking. After that I went home and fell a sleep. I was so tired, but that doesn't mean I stayed a sleep, I woke up a few times as usual. Saturday I ran some errands and took a long walk thinking it would help. I then took a nap and decided that maybe I should go out with Mr. Dynamite and friends. That proved itself unsuccessful. Sunday I met up with Magpie and Delirium for brunch and to work on a top secret project. We also went to 5th Avenue where I met with Prada and Sephora since my friend Tiffany was closed. Shopping also proved unsuccessful.

Ok people I'm running out of ideas here.