Moving On

I am really sleepy today. I only got about 4 hours of sleep last night. I am not allowing myself any more starbucks coffee to help me with this because I need to get back to my regular schedule and caffeine makes me edgy.

I had a semi ok weekend, nothing major happened. Only good thing I have to report is that I may be coming out of that mass circle of darkness that had taken over my head for a whole month. I still have rage, I guess I just direct it to the appropriate parties now instead of subjecting the whole world to it. I'm not fully out of it though, I think I may be in the grieving process now but I can't go into detail about that just yet. Not until I figure out exactly what I'm thinking/feeling.

On to fun stuff. The pickles came to pick me up at work on friday and then we went to get my eyebrows done and have some indian food. I love indian food, it's always so tasty, especially when you go to Jackson Diner in little india which makes all the difference.

Saturday I went to target with GM, I got some stuff that I needed and a new plant to replace Lil' Fella. I didn't mention it before but Lil' Fella died about two weeks ago. I didn't have that much faith in it when I planted it so it didn't come as a surprise to me when I found it all shrivled up and dead. My new plant I have named McFly in honor of the great trilogy of movies of back to the future and it's main character of Marty McFly played by Michael J. Fox. I'm a dork I know. I repotted Cher, which has now become Sunny and Cher since there seems to be a second mini-sunflower growing. They seem to be doing well. Like the real sunny and cher when the sang "I've got you Babe" on Live TV for the first time. After that I had another bout of depression but then decided to go to a party with Queen C which sucked anyway.

I ended the weekend by going to Chinatown for the Lunar New Year with Shaneequa, pal and Mr. Dynamite. The weather was not ideal so I didn't get to see much of the festivities. We had some bubble tea and most of Shaneequa's bothers came except one. We talked and drank and talked and drank. After that I got to visit temple for the first time. It made me feel good and grounded. Since it was my first time Shaneequa had to show me how to do stuff because I was just lost when i went in.

Anyway, I should really get to work now. I'm going to the gym tonight with Mr. Dynamite. Trying to get my "groove back" like stella did only minus the drama.