A la Floatinghead

It's so typical me to get all discombobulated for what seems like no reason at all. Why is it that I start to think about things and strategize my next move and outline how i want things to be all the time? Why can't I just sit back and enjoy the moment. Frankie says Relax! That is what I have to remember. According to Vudolicious, I'm losing the way of buddha. So I have to start reading up on that again, so that I can combobulate myself quickly.

My stove is being delivered today and I asked my mom to be there when it comes. I'm sure that by the time i get home I won't be able to find anything, as I'm absolutely sure that she will be rearranging my whole apartment. I'm also going to try to make it to yoga tonight, this all rests on how the stove thing goes and if i need to be there for anything afterwards.

My feelings of inadequacy have returned with a vengeance. Again I'm not sure why, but i'm pretty sure it has something to do with the fact that I'm adjusting to certain changes, and furthermore, even though I have plenty that I have done to be proud of this year, I still have this one area which I feel I am lacking in. I keep thinking to myself that anyone person cannot have all that they want when they want it, but I sure wish I could.